5.17.2007

oversleeping

so I have been oversleeping lately, I have three alarms that go off to arouse me from my deep slumber and the last one I depend on. so Ive been constantly waking up late!! this past few weeks. so i say OK, i guess ill go to bed earlier. nope. not working.
so all this time Ive been thinking I'm sleeping thru the alarm and pressing snooze when really i have the dang thing set an hour later than I had it set for originally!!!! a simple little thing. oh well, lets see how resetting it helps...

Update

Prayers for Tim got there! But it is not over yet.

Thank you for all who have been praying and lifting Him up. Your bruised knees do not go unnoticed. God shall bless you for standing in the front lines.

Teaching

Teaching is what I do. I love it. I love delivering the life changing experience for members. I love seeing their lives changing and see their bodies morph into great health. I have an awesome group of regulars, who just inspire me beyond my imagination. I can say that i have been able to extend myself to where God wants me to be and its so awesome. It is so fullfilling to be able to make a difference in another persons life. And even when they cant find the words, you can see it in their face, they appreciate you and thank you for being there for them.

On that note: Had a ROCKIN' class this evening! I was only subbing but I do my combat class and it will change your life if you let it. Im praying that it will be on the schedule full force come september in four spots!! Or two with two attack spots! Please pray with me...even though you may not grasp what Im saying!

This is my passion, this is what God designed me to do. I love a challenge, I will not give up.

I WILL bite off more than I can chew...Ill just chew damn hard!

5.15.2007

speachless...

almost breathless...
Havent heard from you all day. I dont know where you are baby so I ask God to protect you with His mighty hands and all the power He has. I send you his angels to cover you with a shield of safety and love.
I miss you.
I love you.
Be safe. Stay strong.

5.14.2007

From Afar

Even from afar my husband can make me feel like I am the only woman in the world. I received a gift today for Mothers Day that he sent from across the world. This man is truely amazing and blesses my heart with his love for me.

Yesterday I was broken, today I feel loved, special and adored.

I also got a call from a dear friend while I was shopping, who is so spectacular. I pray that God will bless her in her healing journey and be set free from all bondage and fears. She really has the heart of a humble servant.

5.08.2007

searching

I don’t need the compass to find you....your heart beat would lead my way.
I don’t need the sun to find you... your smile would light my way.
I don’t need the ocean to find you...my tears would wash my way.
I don’t need the wind to find you...your voice would whisper my way.
I don’t need the moon to find you....your eyes would shine my way.
But, if I never find my way....my soul would find its way...
...I have found.....something in your eyes that makes me want to lose myself,
makes me want to find myself and stay there for the rest of my life
Ive found something in your touch makes me finally come alive
...something in your voice makes all of my troubles fade,
tells me that I'm good enough,
tells me that I've done enough
and I can finally rest....

5.07.2007

arg!!

my pinky and knuckle are fractured!! this sucks...thank God though, it could be way worse.

oh little pinky...

pinky finger that is. so Im waiting on the dr to call me back. went for xray today because they said its probably fractured...the pinky is the smallest finger and I will appreciate it even more when i can use it, Had no idea an injured finger can have an effect on what you do!!! gosh!

5.06.2007

so far so good

So I am putting in my first floating floor by myself and Im doing a good job so far. All I have left is to get peices cut and place them on the sides and front and then wallah! done! Ive put the chairs in the sunroom and it looks good, need a small circle rug (tims idea..thanks babe) and curtains. This is going to be a great retreat area for Tim and I when he gets back, but for now, Ill take time to use it.

Next task is the lawn and bathroom. Then just simply paying off Tims car. This weekend was a good busy one. I did wack myself with the hammer once, got a blood blister and hurts. Also hurt my pinky finger trying to catch a football. Its swollen and turning purple underneath.

Kids had a super weekend! They love hanging with their buddies. Back to the week routine tomorrow. ot to talk to Tim for a long time today on chat, was wonderful.

Cinco de Mayo

No I had no margharita!! Ill wait for Tim for that. But had a fun dandy old time getting dresses and trying to find a suit for Timothy for Kens wedding. Then had some real FUN at Lehuas, hanging with my girls! laughing and playing different games. Was some fun times. Cant wait to hang with Tim for a change when he gets back. Im going to have party after party for a while here.
my legs are sore, so sore that they feel like they arent there. Im talking to Tim on google talk. Listening to the rain. Fingers are floating. Eyes drooping. Just went to a zone. I like the colors orange...and green but blue is still my favorite. I like red and yellow too. I like colors.

5.04.2007

what was that thingy i needed??

Oh yeah its the most important thing needed to put the flooring in!! that little tapper thing. crap! and here i was all on a roll, couldve had the floor done tonight...this bothers me a lot. So now I wait until tomorrow. Its most likely in my best interest that i forgot that thing anyhow, I may have stayed dup too late and woke up way to sore to do cycle.

Have cycling workshop in the am then possibly doing softball...bethany says I should play, I have to get my kids anyhow, well see how much energy I have left by then. Ive got to try to finish so i can hang with my gym rat girls in the eve. ahh...I just let it go, the floor that is. Im really wanting to get this done, not only so I can finish but I dont deal well with clutter and if you can see my kitchen table....everything from the sunroom is on it. Ive got Tims chairs in the living room, so Im breaking one in. My sore tired body is liking this chair. Im taking sunday and monday off from the gym...at least sunday, yeah just sunday.

yup sat for five minutes starring into no where land. zoning out slowly. its so peaceful here right now, kids are reading, playing and laughing. I guess Ill see what tomorrow brings.